Tuesday, October 30, 2007


In the year 1960 kuno adunay estudyante sa USC nga gilugos didto sa usa ka boarding house nga nahimutang atbang sa maong tulunghaan. Sa paglabay sa panahon ang maong boarding house nahimo nang shop (i can't mentioned the name). Ug ang mga tawo sa shop mao nay nakamatikod ug kahibulungan. Aduna kunoy babaye nga nagsul-ob ug uniporme sa USC nga nagkadugo, magsige kuno ug pakita nila. Mao nga ang tag-iya sa shop nagpahigayon ug nine day novena mass dira sa Sto. Rosario for the soul of that woman. Ug paghuman ato nagpakita pa kuno nila ang maong babaye apan wla na nagkadugo ang iyang uniporme.

Kani ang school nga akong gi trabaho-an formerly sementeryo daw ni dire, dayon nahimong simbahan, unya kai naguba man atol sa world war II na abandona ang maong luna ug ni abot sab ang higayon nga nahimo ni siyang tam-ukanan sa mga basura. Ug hangtod nga natukuran ug eskwelahan sa exclusive for girls. Dire usab sa una nagpuyo ang usa ka congregation nga mga madre. Aduna kunoy madre sa una nga naghikog tungod kai gilugos siya sa janitor. Ni ambak kuno gikan sa fifth floor. Ug sa mga sulti sa mga karaan na kaayo nga employees dire aduna kuno silay madunggan nga maghilak sa fifth floor sa una di-in nahimutang ang kanhi CR nga nahitabu-an sa maong madre.

Naa sab kunoy estudyante sa una nga ni ambak gikan sa fourth floor kai naguol kuno kaayo to siya kai nahagbong sa math nga subject. us sukad ato almost every year na nga kada klase sa teacher sa math nga time ato nga section ang klase makadungog ug hilak sa usa ka babaye ug makatimaho sab sila ug lighted candle.

In the year 1999 ang ako usab nga school mate nga overweight namatay sa pneumonia tungod kai wla man pakan-a sa iyang mama kai lagi tambok na kaayo siya ug gusto sa iyang mama nga mo niwang jud siya. sa among nahibaw-an sabaw nalang permi ang ipakaon sa iyang mama ug tuod man namatay jud siya. sa ilang section siya jud daw ang magdalhan ug flowers ni Mama Mary sa ilang altar. There was a time nga katong patay na siya ang usa nila ka classmate ni sayo ug abot sa classroom usa ka buntag ni ana ug iya daw nakit-an nga adunay nagpasag nga petals of pink roses sa sawog ug iya daw gisilhig apan inanay kuno kini nga nangawagtang sa hangin.

Personally wla man ko kasinati ug mga kahibulongan. Mahadlok ba kaha ko or dili if ako na mismo ang makasaksi. I hope i will not be scared.

Saturday, October 27, 2007


I hear your hollow laughter, the sighs of secret pain

Pretending and inventing, just to hide your shame

Plastic smiles and faces, blinking back the tears

Empty friends and places, all magnify your fears


If you are tired and weary, weak and heavy laden

I can understand how it feels to be alone

I will take your burden if u let me love u

Wrap my arms around you; give your heart a home


It hurts to watch u struggle, and try so hard to win

But trade your precious birth right for candy-coated sin

Wasting precious moments, restless and confused

Building up defenses, for fear that you’ll be used



Take my yoke upon you, and walk ye by my side

Let me hear your heartaches, dry the tears you’ve cried

Never will I leave u, never turn away

Keep you through the darkness, lead you through the day


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    THANK YOU!!!

    Friday, October 26, 2007







    Thursday, October 25, 2007


    Dear Lord, I thank you for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness.

    Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so tha t I can hear from You.

    Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things.

    Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of God.

    And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example -- to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will.

    Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those who are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those who are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those who don't believe. But I thank you that I believe.

    I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met.

    I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly..

    This is my prayer.
    In Jesus' Name, Amen.


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    Words of EncouragementOct 25, 2007

    Seeing vs. Squinting!

    Luke 6:6-7

    On another sabbath, when He entered the synagogue and taught, a man was there whose right hand was withered. And the scribes and the Pharisees watched Him, to see whether He would heal on the sabbath, so that they might find an accusation against Him.

    If we are determined to condemn, we can find anything and everything is evidence for the prosecution. The Pharisees who hated Jesus had worked themselves into just a such a state. Seeing was no longer believing because they were no longer seeing. They had screwed their eyes down into a squint which allowed in only enough light to help them see their own bigotries. A miraculous healing on the Sabbath was for them, not a miracle, but a sin because it violated their little rulebook. It was a seemingly astonishing instance of majoring in minors-- till we think about the times we major in similar minors and recognize something of the Pharisee in ourselves. The cure is to allow ourselves to see again in God's light rather than squint in our self-justifications. It can be blinding at first, as St. Paul discovered, but it is the only path to sanity, truth, and love.

    Just a Word of Encouragement from Mark Shea and Jeff Cavins.

    Tuesday, October 23, 2007


    Pag Sabado nag whole day mi ug work mao nga pag-abot nako sa balay kapoi kaayo. Unya ni rest ta ko pero naa may nanaygon. hmmmmmmmm... sayoha sab tawn oi wla pa gani December. Anyway mga bata hinuon tulo kabuok. Sa dihang nanganta sila nagputol putol kai wla kamemorize sa lyrics unya nagkatawa ug wala nag seryoso. mao nga ako silang gipahunong ug kanta kai ni andar man akong superego parent personality. mao ni ang nahitabo sa scene:

    Ako: Ngano nagkatawa man mo nga nagkanta? Hala hunong namo ug kanta. pag practice sa mog tarong sa inyoha usa mo manaygon. Ang kanang kanta sa Pasko dili angay nga yagayaga-an. Kahibalo ba mo unsa na ka sagrado ang Christmas nga mga kanta? Pasko gani birthday na ni Jesus mao nga tarunga jud ninyo ug kanta basta manaygon mo kai ang inyong kanta para mana ni Jesus dili mana para sa inyong gidaygunan? nakasabot?

    Mga bata: (huh) wla ka tingog

    Ako: Kisa may inyong pangalan?

    bata1: therese

    bata2: Ann

    bata3: Eugene

    Ako: Taga asa man mo?

    bata1: taga babaw

    bata2: taga ubos

    Ako: unsa? pagklaro kuno be, taga asa man jud mo taga babaw o taga ubos

    bata2: taga ubos bitaw mi

    Ako: unya ngano ni ingung man ning usa nga taga babaw mo?

    bata3: igsoon mana silang duha, adto man mi sa ubos agi dayon mo liko mi didto sa sunod nga kalsada padulong babaw

    Ako: ah ok, unya dili sa mo makadawat ug pinaskuhan karon ha, balik nalang mo unya kanang tarongon na ninyo ug kanta kanang dili na magkatawa magkanta sa sunod. Nakasabot?

    Mga bata: oo ate

    Ako: hala sige uli namo sa inyo.

    Sa background naminaw d-i akong igsoon nga lalaki ug paglakaw sa mga bata pwerte niyang katawa. ngano kaha? ako ba kaha iyang gikataw-an o ang mga bata ba kaha nga nabadlungan nako.

    Actually i have this superego personality, morality principle unsahay mo hari sa akong personality which is sometimes very unhealthy kai mahimo naman kong judgemental sa uban nga tawo ug perfectionist. At least am being aware that there is something in me that i need to melow down. Pero after writing the above realization nag search kog online test to know if am dominantly superego pero am happy that am just normal since EGO PERSONALITY dominates in me. was taking this test awhile ago and this was the result

    You Are the Ego
    You take a balanced approach to your life.
    You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your
    desires - even crazy ones.But you usually think first.
    Morals drive you as much as hedonism does.
    You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.

    you may click on the link below so that you can find out for yourself which personality you are dominant at

    Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

    Monday, October 22, 2007


    Bo Sanchez is the author of 9 bestselling books and publisher of seven magazines. Bo also has a weekly TV show on ABC 5, Tuesdays, 10:30pm; a daily Radio program on Radio Veritas from Monday to Saturday, 5am, and Sunday, 8am; and a daily internet TV show called www.preacherinbluejeans.com.

    Saturday, October 20, 2007


    Nalingaw kai ko sa basketball game sa Air 21 versus Alaska Acer. Acer 21 won by one point lead. I am not a fan of both teams pero as always dili gyud ko molaban sa Alaska kai known naman na sila nga maayo. Basta mo watch ko ug basketball unya magduwa ang Alaska ug ang lain nga team adto jud ko mo laban sa kontra sa Alaska. Jeffrey Cariaso is still reigning alive and kicking. His free throw tied the score to 99 with less than 50 seconds time left in the fourth quarter. Coach Tim Cone is really good. I am really sold out to the way he motivated his players. He is very composed, calm, confident and organized. I did not see any amount of frustrations, fears or dismayed reactions in his face. While Bo Perasol - head coach of Air 21 was really exhausted. I could see his uneasy appeareance, he seemd to have a hard time finding ways to counter the strategies used by their opponent. Ranidel De Ocampo of Air 21 became the best player of the game. However, Willy Miller of Alaska Acer should have been the best player had their team won the game. He played well and was able to lead their team to almost grab the win from Air 21. With the number of points, assists, rebounds and steals he made, he was really amazing. People commend him for showing a great diversified moves. The game was very lively because either of the teams within the third quarter will interchangeably maintained its two points lead. In the fourth quarter, Acer 21 team maintained a one point momentum lead. Although, I cheered for the Acer 21 team, I singled out Willy Miller of Alaska as my favorite player in that game. I really enjoyed the game even if i was the only one watching it.

    By the way while i was having fun i forgot that there are fellow Filipinos who are grieving right now and let me pray for them ...........
    (Dear Lord i pray for all the people in Manila whose lives are threatened with fears from unkown attackers, please give them special protection and guidance, keep them away from dangers. Send your holy angels and Saints to guard and protect them. Please block and destroy all the evil plans of the attackers, Keep the people in this country safe all the time. I especially pray for the innocent victims who died, may thier sins be forgiven and may they rest in peace, i pray for their bereaved families may they find healing and strength from loss, grief and death, I pray for the casualties of that phenomenon especially those who are in the hospitals right now, those grasping for life and those who are physically and psychologically wounded may they be able to carry thier pains and hurts with strength and faith in you. Please come to thier rescue and provide them with thier immediate needs. This i pray through Jesus Christ our Lord and through intercession of the blessed Virgin Mary our Mother, AMEN.)

    Friday, October 19, 2007

    Kissing: fast facts

    * The science of kissing is called philematology.

    * A one-minute kiss burns 26 calories measuring energy-producing potential of food).

    * Kissing releases the same neurotransmitters (chemical messengers in the brain) as intense exercise, like parachuting or distance running. The heart beats faster and breathing becomes deep and irregular.

    * Saliva, the mucus-filled slime that wets the mouth, crawls with microscopic bacteria (single-cell organisms) that enter from air, food, and dirty hands. Between 10 million and 1 billion colonies (groups of bacteria) are swapped with each smooch! But saliva also contains antibacterial chemicals that kill most bacteria before the germs are exchanged in a kiss.

    * A simple pucker uses two muscles, the upper and lower orbicularis otis surrounding the lips. A passionate kiss uses all 34 facial muscles.

    Scholastic, Inc. Science World, Feb 7, 2003

    Thursday, October 18, 2007

    your prize

    straighten things up
    choose what is right
    fight for real love
    and you'll end up hurt

    love is equal to sex
    deviate from that belief
    and you'll get rejected
    isn't it rewarding?

    miseries short lived
    but genuine joy lasts
    as anguish sudsides
    heaven rejoices

    grab your prize
    and win with pride
    no more cries
    as love overflows

    Wednesday, October 17, 2007

    2978 - quote of the day - oct 18, 2007

    ma usik permi akong load kai naka subscribe akong phone sa quote of the day and dili na siya ma unsubsribe

    Be careful to whom you say I LOVE U. You are not only giving your HEART but also the RIGHT TO HURT YOU

    I get on my knees

    by Jaci Velasquez

    There are days when I feel
    The best of me is ready to begin.
    Then there're days when I feel
    I'm letting go and soaring on the wind.
    'Cause I've learned in laughter or in pain
    How to survive.

    I get on my knees, I get on my knees;
    There I am before the love that changes me.
    See I don't know how, but there's pow'r
    When I'm on my knees.

    I can be in a crowd
    Or by myself, in almost anywhere
    When I feel there's a need
    To talk with God; He is Emmanuel.
    When I close my eyes no darkness there,
    There's only light.

    I get on my knees, I get on my knees;
    There I am before the love that changes me.
    See I don't know how, but there's pow'r
    In the blue skies, in the midnight
    When I'm on my knees.

    I get on my knees, I get on my knees;
    There I am before the love that changes me.
    See I don't know how, but there's pow'r
    When I'm on my oh, when I'm on my,
    When I'm on my knees.


    Way back in college nag study mi sa mga men who used prostituted women. We were asked by our teacher nga kinahanglan at least 30 respondents among ma interview. So we have to go to places like clubs, or ask our neighbors kisa mga naguse ug prostitutes or perhaps talk to prostitutes ug magparecommend mi sa ilang clients. Pero wise man mi di man mi gusto mo adto sa clubs mao nga akong classmate nga naay kuya ni hangyo nga kon pwede ma interview iyang mga barkada nga nka gamit ug prostitutes. So mao to naka interview gyud mi pero 15 lang kabuok. Didto namo gi interview sa tindahan nga tambayanan nila. Pag-abot namo sa dapit nag inom inom na ang nga interviewees ug condition na kaayo sila mo answer sa among mga pangutana.

    Mao ni ang pipila sa mga tubag nila sa dihang among gipangutana

    Nganong mogamit man mo ug prostitutes?

    Lingaw lingaw ra
    Para mapagawas ang tension nga gibati
    Unsahay mobalibad man gud si misis
    Buntis man akong asawa ato
    Gi-away kos akong asawa
    Outlet para mapahungaw ang kaguol

    Unsa man inyong pagtan-aw sa mga prostitutes?

    aw nangwarta ra bya na sila
    looy ang uban nila kai mao may gabuhi sa ilang pamilya
    mga biga-on
    trabaho ra man na ila
    nanginahanglan ra man na sila ug tabang mao nga tabangan sab sila
    ila manang gusto nga magpaka burikat

    Kapila sab mo mo gamit ug prostitutes sa sulod sa usa ka buwan?

    kada sweldo mo gamit
    kaduha sa usa ka buwan
    kada semana
    ug ganahan
    kon naay kwarta
    kon gikinahanglan

    Pila man sab ang inyong mabayad?

    depende naa may tag 50, 150, 200, 300 ug 500
    kon kapos sa budget adtos baratohon
    pero kon sweldo gani ang tag 500 pilion kai indot indot ug quality

    Nakasuway ba mo nga na in love mo ug prostitute?

    kasuway sab
    ako naka uyab gyud ko
    dili gyud gugma kaluoy lang
    dili bya sila lisod higugmaon
    naa koi suki gyud nga prostitute
    murag respeto lang pero di gugma
    wla lay gugmahay gamit ra gud

    Dili ba mo mahadlok ug STD or AIDS?

    Aw ngano gong dili, mahadlok sab tawn
    Wa namay hadlokay basta naa namos kalipay
    Pangitaon man nako ang ilang health certificates
    Di lang sab magpataka ug dasmag
    Hapit ko masira sa una

    (daghan pa to among pangutana pero dili nalang nako ibutyag ang tanan)

    Prostitutes are also human beings , i don't condemn them just because they work as sexual workers. Some of them were just forced to work as prostitutes for survival reasons, some of them gibugaw lang sa ilang parents when they were still young, some of them are victims of illegal recruiters. In fact naka document akong teacher ug usa ka minor de edad nga prostitute. While she was just 5 years old she was sent by her own mother sa club ug didto gitudluoan siya aning duha ka words "want sex". Those words were taught to her kai siyay ilawg sa mga foreigner nga clients.

    Saint Mary Magdalene represents one of them but she renewed her life and live her later days serving one Master (Jesus). Note: this statement is in the context of the Catholic teachings and not based on what was expose in Dan Brown's book "Da Vinci Code"

    Tuesday, October 16, 2007


    Jaci Velásquez - Flower In The Rain lyrics

    Aah, la, la, la, ah-la la la la (la la)
    Aah, la, la, la, ah-la la la la

    You are the one, theres no one else
    Who lifts me up and gives me water from the well.
    But theres a hole that seems to drain it all away.
    And once again Im left in fear and doubt
    When all my strength is crying out.

    So, here I am again
    Willing to be opened up and broken like a flower in the rain.
    Tell me what have I to do to die and then be raised,
    To reach beyond the pain like a flower in the rain?

    Aah, la, la, la, ah-la la la la

    The evil wind, (ooh) it blows a storm to rock my world (aah)
    Just when think Im safe and warm.
    Im led astray far too easily.
    Its always hard for me to say Im wrong,
    Until I know I cant go on.

    So, here I am again
    Willing to be opened up and broken like a flower in the rain.
    Tell me what have I to do to die and then be raised,
    To reach beyond the pain like a flower in the rain?

    Lord, you have searched me and know
    When I sleep and when I rise.
    Youre familiar with all my ways.
    Even the darkness will shine
    Like the day when you look into my heart.

    So, here I am again
    Willing to be opened up and broken like a flower in the rain.
    Tell me what have I to do to die and then be raised,
    To reach beyond the pain like a flower in the rain,
    Like a flower in the rain?


    Ingun sila ang mga abogado/a mo gamit gyud ug gahom sa pagpamakak aron dili mapildi sa kaso. Tinoud ba ni o dili? Siguro kasagaran sa mga attorney mamakak jud aron mo daug sa kaso ilang kleyente ug labaw na nga daku kining garbo kung sila makadaug. Pero ang akong kaila nga lawyer ni ingun nga wala pa jud siyay kasong gihuptan nga na pilde. Ako siyang gi ingnan nga basin ug maayo kai siya mamakak mao wala jud siya mapilde. Ug ni ingun siya nga dili ug dili gyud siya mamakak aron lang makadaug sa kaso. Matud niya dili daw tanang lawyer bakakon. Ug ni ingun siya nga naa ra na sa mga lawyers.

    Daw di ko katoo sa iyang gipanulti. Sayon lang daw kaayo aron dili mo gamit ug gahum sa pagpangilad or pamakak pili-on lang daw ang kaso nga angayang huptan. Matud niya na likayan niya ang pagpamakak tungod kai ni laban siya sa mga linupigan ug wala sa may salaond ug ang mga kaso nga iyang gihuptan kamatuoran ug hustisya ang gipakigbisogan.

    Ingun sila ang mga lawyers ang maningkamot nga dili mapadayag ang kamatuoran. Ug daghan daw sa ilang ipangsulti ug gipakigbisugan ang wala nila tuohi. Tig laban lang daw sila sa kleyente mao nga maski kahibalo sila nga sad-an ilang kleyente paningkamotan nila nga maka mugna ug ebidensya nga mo lupig sa gihuptan sa kaaway. Ngano man mamakak man jud sila nga wla may na priso nga counsel tungod kai nilaban sa guilty ug konbiktohonon nga kleyente? Ug maski mapilde ang ilang gilabanan nga tawo sigurado man gihapon sila nga makakwarta. I daresay dili na tungod kai gusto sila nga mo daug ang ilang kleyente, dili na kai gusto silang makakwarta kon dili gusto sila maila nga ngilng, its an HONOR, FAME and IT CREATES A NAME to become great and someone in the eyes of the people ug sa ingun ana nga paagi daghan madani sa ilang abilidad. Unsa man gyud d-i ang ilang gipakigbisugan? ang adovcacy ba o ang honesty? (sila ray makatubag)

    Matud pa sa akong kaila nga lawyer "truth will set me free and my philosophy is to win every case so that i will retire a winner"

    And i'd like to thank my uncle and lawyer who never lost a case , thanks for enlightening on the legal issue i encountered last year.

    Marriage In Heaven

    A couple were driving to a church to get married. On the way, they got into a car accident and died. When they arrive in heaven, they see St. Peter at the gate. They ask him if he could arrange it so they could marry in heaven. St. Peter tells them that he'll do his best to work on it for them.
    Three months pass by and the couple hear nothing. They bump into St. Peter and ask him about the marriage.

    He says, "I'm still working on it."

    Two years pass by and no marriage.

    St. Peter again assures them that he's working on it.

    Finally after twenty long years, St. Peter comes running with a priest and tells the couple it's time for their wedding.

    The couple marry and live happily for a while. But after a few months the couple go and find St. Peter and tell him things are not working out, and that they want to get a divorce.

    "Can you arrange it for us?" they ask.

    St. Peter replies, "Are you kidding?!! It took me twenty years to find a priest up here. How am I gonna find you a lawyer?"

    Sunday, October 14, 2007


    Jaci Velásquez

    As long as stars shine down from heaven
    And the rivers run into the sea
    Til the end of time forever
    Youre the only love Ill need

    In my life youre all that matters
    In my eyes the only truth I see
    When my hopes and dreams have shattered
    Youre the one thats there for me

    When I found you I was blessed
    And I will never leave you, I need you

    Imagine me without you
    Id be lost and so confused
    I wouldnt last a day, Id be afraid
    Without you there to see me through

    Imagine me without you
    Lord, you know its just impossible
    Because of you, its all brand new
    My life is now worthwhile
    I cant imagine me without you

    When you caught me I was falling
    Youre love lifted me back on my feet
    It was like you heard me calling
    And you rush to set me free

    When I found you I was blessed
    And I will never leave you, I need you


    When I found you I was blessed
    And I will never leave you, I need you oh


    I cant imagine me without you

    Saturday, October 13, 2007


    Naa koi igsoon nga medyo simang. Pero love kai ni namo siya kai maski bugoy bugoy daghan kai ni siya ug good qualities. Friendly kaayo,halos tanan namo nga silingan sa bukid ug sa siyudad amigo niya. Ganahan ni sya mo laag mo kuyog sa iyang amigo sa uma unya magdaro sila. Ingun ana siya ka sociable di siya gusto magpundo lang sa balay mag suroyan gyud siya sa among mga kasilinganan adto pa jud mo kaon. Grabe sab ni mangita ug kwarta magtagsa sila ug sako sa iyang amigo kai aron mamunit ug mga bagol ug pagkahuman ipatimbang sa Malolos dayon naa na silay kwarta. Ingun ana iyang life sa una. Permi to siya makasab-an kai sige lang ug kawala sa balay kai naglaag laag ug wla lang d-i mi kahibalo nga nangita d-i siya ug kwarta. Ang uban niyang pangwarta kai maghakot ug kahoy sa ilang Manoy Luis. Ma shock
    gyud mi tanan sa balay kai ang among mga silingan naman ang mo sulti namo. He was just 8 years old ato nga time. Pag-abot niya sa siyudad, 10 years old siya ato lain nasad nga pangwarta iyang gihimo ni apil siya sa mga bata ug pangwarta kada lunes after sa iyang klase sila ang magda-ub ug mga sagbot sa gawas sa menteryo ug ang mga tawo nga gusto magpa-aso ila pabayron ug peso dayon tunga-on nila ang kwarta. Ug kada All Saints and Souls day dili ni siya mo uli sa bukid kai mangwarta nasad sa menteryo mo apil siya ug pagpa-aso ug pamintal sa mga nitso. Ug ang kataw-anan na feature ni siya ug iyang mga kauban sa TV Patrol Cebu live sa menteryo sa Pardo. Ang amo nalang intawn mga ka ig-agawan ang nagsulti namo.

    Kani nga sibling naglisod ni sya sa iyang studies. He quit schooling thrice. Ug grabe among kaguol ani niya pero wla gyud ni hunong akong ginikanan ug pa eskwela niya maski nagsige ni sya ug balik balik. Actually i don't believe that he is less intelligent because he is very good in memorizing and he can follow instructions right away. He was just unmotivated, he was seeking attention because as the three of us my two sisters and me grow up we tend to have our own world (women's world that my brother cant relate with) and my other brother elder than him also began to affiliate with his peers of the same age and he was somewhat left behind, he felt isolated, and he felt that he need to have a group that he can relate with. He experienced confusion and identity crisis. And I see that he had a different view of the world of which he thought was right. He has his own philosophy which is to enjoy life while your still young. This belief has been his basis for experimenting a lot of things like smoking, drinking, going out with friends, and prioritizing outside activities rather than schooling

    I still do not know if he will be able to finish his studies, i just do hope he would but i believe that whether he'll be able to finish his studies or not he will survive with life's challenges ahead of him because he is tough. Actually none of us at home consider him as black sheep, even if he deviates from us. We are all proud of him. Kani akong igsoon TALAGSAON LANG. heheheheh

    (bitaw na hapi mi nga sa iyang first grading nga grades wla siyay failures). CONGRATULATIONS BRO!!!

    Friday, October 12, 2007


    I was 6 years old at that time, when my cousin attempted to molest me while I was sleeping. He did not succeed because I was able to wake up and box his face. Without any word he went out of the house as if nothing happened. The following day I confronted him without fear and got angry at him. I was able to suppress and forget that traumatic incident. However, something happened again that made me remember it. At the age of 13 I encountered sexual harassment from a fellow passenger in a bus. The man touched my right breast but this time I was not able to defend myself. I was weakened by fears and could not fight back to protect myself from his abusive act. Those experiences made me become bitter, angry and there was really rage deep inside my heart. I had a hard time processing myself. Forgiveness was quite impossible to give. Those people ruined my wonderful life. Praying and begging for justice was my cry. I told my God to bring them the worst punishment they deserve. "I want revenge Oh Lord, please bring them downfall, ruin their lives more than my ruined life. I was afraid to tell my parents and friends about my bad experiences. I only had my God to talk to until my heart got tired of asking for retaliation. Then finally I gave up hatred and gradually forgive the people who hurt me. I never blame myself for experiencing those things. However, I somehow blame my parents for not being there to protect me. I learned that children suffer from the shortcomings of their parents and of the people around them. My relationship with God gave me strength to find peace inside and free myself from anger. I was broken into pieces in the past but now I am whole again. I was able to forgive myself and was able to accept that those miseries were neither my fault nor my parents' fault. I love myself and I am not anymore in the prison cell of hatred. I learned that unless I let go of my anger I will never learn to love others. Life is beautiful. Healed from my inner struggles in the past, this time I am sure that I will be able to love others unconditionally.

    Thursday, October 11, 2007


    I am not so motivated to write tonight. I got so tired doing nothing in the office for the last two months. I was feeling so bored. Perhaps this is the result of not eating my lunch for the past two days. I wonder what's wrong with my head again, sometimes I am so weird, I just do my daily routine without feeling a sense of fulfillment. I don't understand myself sometimes. I don't like to believe that I am complicated but I am. And since I don't feel normal tonight I'll just reveal to you some of the weirdest things that I did in the past:

    1. I think I was only 2 years old at that time when I intentionally throw my milk bottle after consuming the lukewarm liquid milk inside and as a consequence of my action my milk bottle was broken, I was scolded by my mother and since then I was not anymore fed with milk. (I feel so sad that my mama did not bought a new milk bottle for me, I still like sipping the milk in a bottle)

    2. I remember asking my elder sister to make faces at Jesus' picture in our altar. I can't remember what has gotten into my head but I modeled in doing such act. (I feel so guilty about it when I came to know about GOD)

    3. I was six years old at that time when I played and broke the wood stand support of the rolling board in our school. My teacher told my father about it. The following day my teacher included my name in our morning prayer telling Jesus to transform me to become a good child and just before the class made the sign of the cross my teacher reminded me not to do bad again. (I saw my classmates' head turn and their eyes staring at me and I feel so ashamed, I just wonder why my papa did not scold me he instead consoled me)

    4. I was grade three at that time when I initiated cheating during our test in Civics and Culture subject. I allowed my barkadas who were also my seat mates to copy my answers. Two of them quarreled because one got zero in the exam due to incorrect answers forwarded by one of them. (I got all the blame from their fight)

    5. I was lazy making my CHRISTMAS PAROL project in HELE that I asked my friend to let me borrow her project. My friend handed her project to me and I had it submitted to our teacher. (I was grade three at that time)

    6. When a friend who was also a classmate of mine forgot to let her parents sign the parents permit I signed it myself to ease her worries.(we're grade three at that time and our teacher did not noticed the forge signature, perhaps she failed to take a closer look at the permit submitted)

    7. Coming from a secondary exclusive school for girls, way back in college we were asked by our teacher to work as partners in accomplishing a paper work. I remember turning down a male classmate who wanted to be my partner for the said work. (I made my apology the following day, he asked me if I already have a partner but I told him I wanted to work on my own)

    8. My classmates challenge me to eat in COLON sidewalk eatery. I accepted the challenge even if deep inside I did not like eating in that very dirty place. (Their platter, spoon and fork seemed not properly washed, the people around eating with us in the table ate like a beast)

    im already sleepy so ill just have to stop
    GOD BLESS!!!!

    Wednesday, October 10, 2007


    Some of these beliefs may also be true to some men
    by Bo Sanchez

    1. Just wait - and marriage will come true knocking at your door when least expect it

    2. There's one person out there meant for me

    3. The first time you meet your one true love , you'll know he's the one

    4. God will guide me to my one true love through supernatural signs

    5. Love will conquer all

    6. Marriage will make me happy

    7. God wants me to marry the Father of my baby

    8. God wants me to marry the person i had sex with

    9. God wants me to marry so i could change "HIS" life

    10. God wants me to marry whoever i fall in love with

    11. God wants me to marry the person who loves me most

    Don't judge a person by the measure of his romantic love. Instead, judge a person by the measure of his committed love towards his parents, his siblings, to his God and to himself. Because how he loves his parents and his siblings will usually be how he'll love you in the future.


    AMO: Inday, ano ginawa mo sa microwave natin at sumabog?

    INDAY: Success is often the result of taking misstep in the right direction. Show me a person who has never made a mistake and I'll show you somebody who has never achieved much.

    AMO: Impostora! Lumayas ka dito!

    Amo: Inday, bakit nagkalat ang basura sa likod ng bahay?!
    Inday: A change in the weather patterns might have occurred wrecking havoc to the surroundings. The way the debris are scattered indicates that the gust of wind was going northeast causing damage to the path it was heading for.
    Amo: (nosebleed)
    AMO: Inday, dba nanood ka ng The Buzz kanina?
    INDAY: Opo. Bakit Maam?
    AMO: Bakit daw umalis si Angel Locsin sa GMA?
    INDAY: Sometimes people choose to leave not because of selfish reasons but because they know that things will get complicated if they'll stay. Leaving can be a tough act, and it's harder when people don't understand you for doing so.
    AMO: Inday, bakit mo binenta yung sira na silya?
    INDAY: I have computed the chair's value less cost to sell, and the value in use using projections for 5 years and a pretax discount rate. Accordingly, the value in use is lower, so I decided to sell the chair. This is an accordance with PAS18 on revenue, PAS16 on PPE, and PAS36 on Impairment of Assets.
    AMO: *fainted*
    Si Inday talaga, accountant din pala!
    INDAY: Physical and excessive work may result to serious damage to ones body. It is therefore essential that once in a while we take a break from our usual routine to replenish the lost energy we once had.
    *Sabi ni Inday sa Amo nya nung humingi sya ng day off* Haha!
    AMO: Inday, bumili ka nga ng isda. Ay oo nga pala, inglesera ka ngayon. Would you please buy me many fishes for this week's meal?
    INDAY: Judging by your statement, I believe you meant a variety of fish. The term "fishes" although rarely used, connotes a plethora of different kinds of said aquatic creatures. But the more pressing questions before I go to the wet market would be: What type of fish? Fillet or not? Frozen or fresh? [pauses] Ahh…The meager budget of this household's quasi-peasant class taste, I shall source the staple "ga-lewng-gowng", am I correct?
    Sa Resto:

    Waiter : Ano po order nila maam?

    Amo: Ung fried chicken meal na lang. Ikaw inday,ano sayo?

    Inday: I would like to partake of a dish of sautéed pork and chicken,boiled in thick essence of soy and cane extracts,with copious amount of garlic, onion and laurel,sprinkled generously with fine spices and served with generous helping of root crop and a helping of rice.

    Amo: Iho, paorder daw ng adobo with rice

    Sir : Inday, wala ma’m mo dun tayo sa kwarto..
    Inday :What..?! are you nuts…?! For your information sir, I intend to reserve my virginity for the person I truly love! If you think Im easy to get cheap slut, we’ll you’re barking at the wrong tree! And will you please act like a professional because youre sooo Eeeewww…If I hear any filthy words coming from your mouth, I will not hesitate to take legal action!
    Sir:Leche…Maarte ka…!!!
    Inday: Joke lang…Sir naman.. Tara na sa taas..


    MANILA, Philippines -- Inday, the housemaid or “kasambahay,” is riding the airwaves.

    Whether in e-mail, blog posts, Internet chats or text messages, she’s smart, spouts flowery English (even a little Spanish) -- and is keeping Filipinos here and abroad in stitches.

    Inday’s “adventures” in and out of household service are threatening to be as widespread as the “Erap” and “Gloria” jokes.

    She has morphed from the old promdi (from the province) ignorant of city life and entangled in a dalliance with the man of the house.

    A web search showed one early post made at www.podcentral.ph late in August. It was titled “The Chronicles of Wonder Yaya” -- either a reference to the government’s “SuperMaid” skills training program for domestic helpers, or an imitation of the superhero themes of prime-time telenovelas.

    In one joke, the employer asks Inday why her son has a bump on his head.

    Inday replies: “Compromising safety with useless aesthetics, the not-so-well-engineered architectural design of our kitchen lavatory affected the boy’s cranium with a slight boil at the left temple near the auditory organ.”

    Asked in another instance why the food she has cooked is salty, Inday says: “The consistency was fine. But you see, it seems that the increased amount of sodium chloride (NaCl) affected the taste drastically, and those actions are irreversible. I do apologize.”

    Not funny

    Both the Kilusang Mayo Uno (KMU), a militant labor alliance, and the Visayas Forum Foundation (VFF), which is fighting the worldwide traffic in women, said there was nothing wrong with being amused by the jokes.

    But the message behind the jokes is not funny and should make people pause and think, they said.

    “These jokes are reflective of the long-standing low regard for our domestic workers,” said VFF deputy executive director Rolando Pacis. “While humor is appreciated once in a while, we must realize that it can also be an insidious medium for normalizing certain negative stereotypes.”

    Pacis, however, said the VFF was angry because some mobile companies had been sending the jokes to their subscribers.

    “Is it really unusual and amusing when domestic workers are [portrayed as] smart in the jokes? Is there a presupposition that they are ignorant? Are maids that inconsequential and incapable of any intelligent discussion?” he said.

    Nenita “Ka Nitz” Gonzaga, KMU vice president for women’s affairs, said she thought the jokes were funny “because Inday has the most complex replies and even scientific explanations to simple questions, indicating that she is an erudite person.”

    So what’s wrong?

    The Inday jokes have elicited negative remarks in Internet discussion groups.

    In the gay forum guys4men.com, one poster said he also found nothing funny in the jokes.

    “Are we amazed that there’s a maid who speaks English?” he said. “Filipinos excel in jobs such as call center agents, domestic helpers, caregivers, nurses, etc. What’s wrong if we all try our mighty best to do that English thing?”

    Overqualified for job

    But how did Inday acquire her smarts and her English-speaking skills?

    According to Gonzaga, Inday must have been a teacher.

    Most of the chatters and blog posters agreed that Inday read the dictionary and probably her ward’s schoolbooks in her spare time.

    In one joke, the poor employer tries to emulate Inday’s example by also reading the dictionary to improve his diction and grammar. He is left cussing when Inday replies in Spanish.

    Gonzaga said that while Inday’s intelligence was “exaggerated,” it was not impossible to encounter intelligent maids because many of them, especially those working abroad, were degree holders or college undergraduates.

    “Inday is overqualified for her job. In fact, intelligent Filipino maids working abroad often incite anger in their married female employers who are envious of them,” Gonzaga said.

    Pacis pointed out that “in the first place, no kasambahay should suffer such indignity if society sent every one of them to school.”

    “It is precisely the lack of education that pushes many young girls to come to the city from the province, hoping for a chance to work and study at the same time. Yet many employers continue to deny them this right to education,” he said.

    Gonzaga said employers should not think that their maids were content to be maids forever.

    “They are doing this for their families. Many maids also want to study, learn new talents, and take up training to improve their skills,” she said.

    Gonzaga said what she also found funny was the way the employer -- presumed to be rich and educated -- would get unsettled by Inday’s replies.

    “We think it’s funny because we believe a maid like Inday is impossible. But then, is there such a real person as Inday’s employer, who can tolerate her ways? In bourgeois households, any maid who is -- or tries to be -- more intelligent than the employer is sure to get fired,” Gonzaga said.


    Tuesday, October 9, 2007


    Kadtong naguba ang truck sa basura ang mga tawo anha naman hinuon mo labay sa ilang basura sa atbang sa among balay. Mao nga lagot kai ko (heheheh) gipapalit nako ug mga sako akong pagumangkon dayon gihipos namo tanang mga basura nga ga katag sa atbang sa among balay, gisulod sa sako dayon gi higtan pag-ayo, gi silhigan jud ang palibot aron malimpyo hasta ang kanal akong gilimpyohan. Unya pagkahuman naghimo dayon kog karatula ug mao ni akong gisuwat:


    Tungod kai daku daku man sab ang karatula nga akong gihimo (ang note ra akong gigamay ug suwat heheheh) kada naay molabay nga mga tawo sa kalsada mo lingi ug mo basa (wow da pa man, maayo untag nakasabot to sila sa akong gisuwat). Unya pagkataud-taud adunay babaye (silingan namo) nagdala ug duha ka plastic nga basura iya untang ilabay ang iyang basura sa mao gihapon na dapit pero pag tan-aw niya nga limpyo na ang palibot ug pagtan-aw niya nga gi tutukan namo siya ni ingun nalang intawn "gisulod d-i ninyo sa sako ang mga basura?" ni ingun sab tawn akong pag-umangkon "oo kai wala man ni agi ang truck sa basura hugaw man kaayo". Ni ingun nalang ang babaye " dalhon nalang ko ni ug balik ang basura sa amo". Ug nibalik sa ilaha nga dinala ang duha ka putos niya nga basura. Hai nako dili ko kasabot sa ubang tawo, ang Pardo ang pinaka daghang kaso sa dengue sumala sa report, nagpasabot ba ni nga kinahugawan ni nga Barangay? Nagpasabot ba ni nga ang mga tawo mga hugawan ug wlay pakabana sa ka limpyo sa palibot?, kinahanglan pa ba gyud nga pahimangnu-an? ug tingali kon akong tangtangon ang pahibalo nga akong gi tarok sa atbang sa among balay sigurado gyud ko nga mo balik nasad ug labay sa mga basura ang mga tawo sa amo.

    I think its about time to apply behavior modification appropriate for this kind of problem kai kon buot huna-hunaon ang mga tawo sige ug reklamo nga wala daw mga programa ang goberno aron masumpo ang dengue pero usa sa mga pinaka importanteng mahibaw-an sa mga tawo mao ang ilang wlay pakabana sa kalimpyo sa ilang palibot. Gusto sila nga ang sulodlamang sa ilang pinuya-anan ug territoryo ang malimpyo mao nga hugaw gihapon ang palibot tungod kai wlay mo angkon sa responsibilidad sa kalimyo niini. ug usa sa mga ebedensiya niini mao ang nahitabo pagkalunes "ang iro sa among silingan namatay kai naligsan pero ila ra gyung gi pasagdan sa dalan ug wla hiposa may nalng gani gihipos sa katabang sa akong ig-agaw" way puangod nga silingan sagbot sa katilingban. kon ang tawo sagbot sa katilingban ka hugaw nalang d-i sa palibot nato. Unsa man imong gustong imnon ang limpyong tubig nga ang gisudlan hugaw nga baso o ang limpyong tubig nga ang gisudlan limpyo nga baso?

    Lets start cleaning our internal and external selves,lets start cleaning our internal and external environment, be attune to the beauty of cleanliness, to the beauty of nature and of our environment. HAVE A NICE DAY!!!

    Monday, October 8, 2007


    lingaw kai mi pag friday last week kai birthday sa akong neice. then surprisingly ni adto ang suitor sa akong igsoon na babaye. mao d-i iya ko gi textsan na pa ulion ug sayo unya palimpyohon daw. among gi tudahan ug interview iyang suitor labi na kai wla naka adto sila si mama ug papa. samthang nagpaabot mi sa akong usa ka igsoon ako sang gi interview ang lalaki kai akong igsoon wla man nahimutang nagsige man ug prepare sa pagkaon kai ako gyud daw iyang pa entertainon. So baw sab tawn kog interview niya.

    note (ang suitor ni sa akong igsoon na girl)
    Ako: unsa d-i imong family name?
    Suitor: santillan
    Ako: Ah indot sab kag apelyedo
    Suitor: ngano man, dili sikat?
    Ako: ah dili man nakadungog naman ko ana nga family name kadaghan, taga asa d-i ka?
    Suitor: taga Lutupan, Toledo
    Ako: ay duol ra d-i, lumad jud ka nga taga didto?
    Suitor: dili man kai taga Bantayan Island man among kaliwat
    Ako: Mao ba? indot ra ba nang Bantayan Island, naka adto naka sa Sugar beach? nakaila kag mga Campos, Salazar ug Jipos?
    Suitor: Oo indot bitaw didto mangadto nya ta ninyo, wla man koi kaila kaayo didto kai bata pako namalhin naman mi dire sa Toledo ug puyo. dili ra ba mi duol sa dagat
    Ako: Unsa d-i imong work?
    Suitor: Seaferer
    Ako: mao nang every port report?
    Suitor: heheheh oo mao na pero dili sab tawn na tinuod sa ubang mga lalaki
    Ako: Unsa man imong work sa barko
    Suitor: tig fix ko sa mga electical problems labi na ang mga guba nga magnetic doors
    Ako: mao ba? indota gud nimo ug work dili man kaayo bug-at
    Suitor: bug-at sab oi kai maguba man mi sa mga doors if ang mga keys nahabilin sa sulod unya 24 hours man mi on call basta needed me.
    Ako: sayon ra bya maguba ug doors patiran ra nimo then bunalan mana guba na
    Suitor: heheheheh dili man namo ingun ana-on pag guba kai sensitive man ang mga doors
    Ako: pwede ra ko mangapply anang parehas sa imong trabaho?
    Suitor: mga lalaki ra man sab ilang gipang hire para ani nga work
    Ako: (unsa pa man akong pangutana ha? di nalang ko mangutana sa edad kai kahibalo ko magulang pa ni nako) gigutom naka? paaboton sa nato akong usa ka igsoon ha? paguslti lang ug gigutom ka kai sukaran lang ka namo
    Suitor: aw wla pa man ko gigutom ni snacks naman mi sa imong igsoon ganina
    Ako: (oi nagdate date na d-i ning duha)ah ok, cge tan-aw lag sag t.v kai wla nakoi pangutana pasensya na ha kai tabi-an kai ko

    Pag-abot na sa akong usa ka igsoon ni eat nami unsa sa opposite silang duha sa akong igsoon nagtupad unya kami naghuot sa pikas.

    Ako: kaon sir ha kai basin ma pasmo ka layo para ba imong byahe padulong sa lutupan
    Suitor: hehehe oo bitaw mo kaon gyud ko
    Akong usa ka igsoon: bitaw kaon dira ug tarong ayaw kabalaka ig uli nimo padalhan ra ka namo ug bring home aron di ma problema imong mama, wla man kaha kai curfew?
    Suitor: ehhehe wala man sab, oi kamo nag huot man mo dira?
    Akong igsoon nga usa: ok ra kaayog magsikit mi dire mga igsoon bya mi
    Ako: pwede ra sab mo magsikit dira
    (everybody was laughing)

    Ug di nalang nako i asoy ang kinagrabihan nga interview nga gihimo sa akong ig agaw nga ni adto sa balay kai .............. pinaka grabe nato ...............

    may gani patient ra kaayo ang suitor sa akong sister nakasabot ra siya nga mga kalog ang silingan sa mga kalag. abi namo nalain nato siya sa among kakulit niya labi na sa akong ig agaw nga iffeminate. nakigdate pa man hinuon pagka ugma ana ............. nakulba-an nalang ko kai dugay kaayo na uli akong igsoon labi na pag text nako wla gyud ni reply nako. pero nahuwasan ra akong kakulba pag uli niya.

    Sunday, October 7, 2007


    If swimming is good for your figure, how do you explain whales?

    Hello Kid i I told kuya nga very easy lang ni i answer pero dili siguro.

    Swimming is good for my figure? is this a fact? Anyway i believe that swimming is a very good exercise for human beings to become physically fit. Ma exercise man gud ang tanang muscles sa body ug ma burn ang calories. dili lang ang whole body pati na ang heart nato ani ma exercise, mawala ang heart aches hehehehe. I suppose this information is intended to inform people the fundamental way of maintaining a physically fit figure and that this notion does not necessarily apply to underwater creatures.

    Pero I do not want to deviate from the question ……….. so I’ll answer nalang. How do I explain whales nga sige silag swimming pero dagko man sila? Oh!this is really funny. So how would I classify man d-I a whale having a good figure? It would be very unfair if ako sab silang I compare sa lawas sa usa ka tawo. I think whales are physically fit and they are perhaps the sexiest underwater creature (kisa nasayod highly admired sila sa tanang fishes ug creatures sa kadagatan). Heheheheh ay nalang mo ug angal kai mao ra na akong matubag.

    Ani nalang ang perception man gud sa tawo nga nice figure kai kanang “coca cola body” slender or slim, curves are seen. Sakto ko? Mao man gud na gi emphasized sa TV commercials. However, there are chubby, or mga dambuhala nga mga people pero they look very attractive and sexy, perhaps this apply to the whales as well. Honestly lahi man gud ang akong perception sa good figure. I don't evaluate a figure by just looking at the person's physical appearance. According to plato there is something more to the form or shape. Siguro it's time to change our perception kon unsa ang good figure para nato.

    Saturday, October 6, 2007


    I apologize, I was not able to reply to all your messages last Friday. Our company's internet connection was quite very slow, my blog's chat box page did not initialize.

    5 Oct 07, 07:47
    batang buotan: good morning weng.. dont worry about virus.. there are lot of them.. hehehe.. just be careful with it

    @Kuya: Kuya mag worry jud kog virus kai dili lang ang PC namo ang ma virusan kai basin pati mind sa akong niece nga minor de edad pa intawn magka virus unya sa mga porn nga ilang gipangtan-aw.

    kid: morning weng.. hmmm, jst try to understand ur li'l brother.. he's not a gay, u even hav to be thankful with that.. that kind of stuffs is very normal for us.. try to think if he's a gay
    5 Oct 07, 08:08
    kid: mas gwapa pa siguro siya ninyo, mas arte, mas sosyal.. see? d only difference is, he wasn't able to clear the history of your internet browser..
    5 Oct 07, 08:10
    kid: i know dis sounds absurd to you but this is how a normal boy behave when he's still an adolescent.. what u can do for now is, install an anti-virus scanner
    5 Oct 07, 08:11
    kid: tell ur bro to clear the history of your browser, or you can set the security settings of the browser to block some sites that will make u feel sick.. :)

    @ KID: am actually thankful that i have 2 brothers, (we are actually close to each other and they know me very well), sa una kato wala pa na tawo akong brother envious kai ko sa mga friends nako nga naay igsoon nga lalaki (it was my family's wish nga naa jud lalaki sa among mga magsoon) but i am more envious of my friends nga naay KUYA. how i wish i had a big brother whom i can confront, talk and ask a lot of things about men's nature other than those explain in theories. actually i have a lot of effeminate cousins and friends and i have no problem with them (i admire their ways, they are humorous in nature). If my brother happens to be one of them I am probably very close to him ( he cant keep a lot of secrets labi na kai kulit kai ko and he would have been very expressive ). We have one minor member in the family here, my niece is only 12 years old and i did not like my brother bringing his friends here watching pornography without even considering that aspect (i dont think so that our house is the appropriate place for those activities although i failed somehow to remind him about this). I still would not tolerate this one, it will never be ok with me. Well i have been installing virus scanner, blocking sites and clearing browser histories but still they uninstall it and unblock porn sites. They are actually street smarts and are very much aware that porn sites are virus carrying. They are more knowledgeable about computer problems and they knew very well how to fix them (i think it's about time to outsmart their knowledge hehehehe).

    5 Oct 07, 08:20
    girlfromdipolog: hehehe.. bad trip jud ang virus
    5 Oct 07, 08:20
    girlfromdipolog: hey kid.. what's wrong with being gay, huh? weng, damage has been done. start all over na lang and secure your pc with anti-virus. rent a dvd porn, as as a sorry gesture -- it's safer that way.

    @GF: heheheheh (ur funny!!!!) thanks for your suggestion, i would have followed your advice and find a DVD shop that has a lot of porn materials for rent and would have choosen the video that is highly rented. in that way i would perhaps amaze (if not shame) my brother. but thank GOD we do not have DVD player at home.

    Honestly inner struggle ni nako nga ma link ang akong knowledge sa human sexuality in Psychological Perspective and Catholic Perspective. Maglisud ko ug link sa duha sa context sa mga singles ari ra gyud sa marital context nako ma connect ang Psychological and Catholic perspective of Human Sexuality. I respect all points shared above and i'd like to agree with kuya in one of his comments nga people can watch straight porn materials maturely,without malice or being allured with them. (we have been evaluating movies with explicit sexual scenes in our physiological psychology class way back in college. Yes exactly there is nothing wrong with that)

    Thursday, October 4, 2007


    it's 1:00 a.m. here sa akong computer clock pero i'm still downloading all important software devices for my PC, right now im instaling HP Printer, next ani ang microsoft Office. Di pa ko matulog kai i feel so bad ang angry inside "i don't like sleeping with my heart aches". so i'd rather stay up late finish what am doing to cool down. just as im doing some computer restoration i will also do some inner restoration sa akong gibating kalagot. yesterday morning i felt so bad at my younger brother because he got mad when i woke him up. turno turno man gud mi ug gamit sa banyo siya dapat ang mas una nako maligo because his classes would start at 7:30 a.m but he got angry at me waking him up and demanding him to get fast. there are five of us here in the house and all of us will be moving out early in the morning to attend to our daily duties. schedules must be strictly and religiously followed. anyway, that early morning bad feelings were left in the house. i had a good time in my workplace. but later in the evening when i arrived home i got munch through with my younger brother again. He had the PC infected with viruses. I knew it was him, again watching porn materials in the net.i saw this familiar porn site url again in the address section. i got so mad at him that i had to utter the ugliest words i could blow just to release all anger inside of me. when i tried logging in to my YM for our online conference with my close friends who are now working in other places they have to tell me "what are you sending" " you are sending me a virus" "oh this is porn". Shocked of their reaction all i could do is to apologize "Huh! oh sorry this is my first time to encounter this kind of problem,i apologize. I think it's my younger brother again watching porn sites." And one of my friend told me " oh ikaw weng ha.. defensive.. maski siya gani na ni watch". i got crazy with that comment pero way nakoi mahimo. Then i have to send all my YM friends a message not to open the virus entry in their chat boxes. i also received the virus entry message. then bang!!!!........... before i could finish informing all friends the PC log off and could not anymore recover. and so i did a PC restoration. i was feeling so so so bad awhile ago and i was so mad at my brother labi na ni ingun akong neice nga he invited a classmate dire sa balay ganina and they were using the PC and they were having fun. nisamot pa gyud akong kasuko kai ni ingun pa gyud sya nga she saw my brother and his barkadas one time watching pornography in the net.lagot kaayo ko. may nalang gani gi textsan ko sa akong mga friends to calm down. our house has been an avenue for all of these ugly things?. this is too much. as in naglagot gyud ko. why man ko naglagot kaayo? nawala man gud tanan akong saved files (mao gyud kaha), kai wla ko ka apil sa conference with my friends (sure ka mao ni?), kapoi ug restore usik kaayo sa time (sakto ka kapoi jud) or basin unconsciously i am not only angry at my brother but sa akong self sab because i have had an inner struggle with internal house cleaning especially my thoughts" if my brother view pornography in the net and he was public about it and i myself have tried creating a compartment in my mind for sensual scenes will it make a difference?. perhaps i am angry of my ownself as well ............. right now calm nako ug mo retire nako. i have to talk to my brother nalang unya.

    Wednesday, October 3, 2007


    from Bo Sanchez book " How to Find Your One True Love"
    Some people say virginity is no longer important nowadays. But being pure is one of the best things you can do for your life!

    Some Practical Benefits

    1 You save yourself from out-of-wedlock pregnancy
    and all things connected with this like early marriage, money problems for the needs of baby

    2. You are not tempted to abort or murder your baby

    3. You save yourself from venereal disease.

    4. You are able to discern if your partner is really a marriage material - one cant think straight if testosterone is flowing abundantly through his/her veins. Compatibility does not mean sexual compatibility. Both partners need to explore their minds, personalities, preferences, and not explore thier bodies

    5. You don't get trapped with a person - just because you had sex.
    i heard this line from a client " My girlfriend loves me, and the proof of it was that she gave her body to me" but she left him for a French national.
    "he was the first person to touched me" i consider him my husband already. but he dump her for another woman
    "my girlfriend and i already did it" i cant leave her anymore - even if he's realized that he doesn't like her anymore or feel that other women may be suited for his future wife and mother of his children he simply resigns his fate with this woman. is there anything more pathetic than that?

    6. You don't feel cheap - like used rag.
    you don't feel like your a second hand material but don't worry i believe you can and will find someone who will accept and love you

    7. You create urgency for your man to take your relationship to the next level
    because he wants more "access" from you, he'll have to commit more - and for you, that commitment is matrimony
    Some women give their boyfriends free access to their bodies. No wonder the guy has no urgency to get married. Why buy the car if he can test-drive it anytime he wants?

    If you are no longer a virgin

    If you have already lost your virginity, here is some good news:
    You can ask God for forgiveness, choose not to have sex until marriage - and receive a second virginity. - it will no longer be physical but spiritual in nature. Tell GOd you want to have a beautiful marriage and family. He will forgive you. He will restore you.

    Tuesday, October 2, 2007


    permi ko kadungog ani nga statement "asa man ang hustisya?" " its unfair"' you have no right"

    Gi condition na ta aron sa pagpangita ug hustisya sa kinabuhi ug kon dili ni nato ma-angkon o makita, masuko ta, mabalaka ta, o maguol ta. Sa tinuod lang wla gyuy perfect justice in the real world. Ang ebidensiya mao ni :

    ang mga langgam mo kaon sa mga worms. (dili ni fair sa worms),
    ang mga spiders mo kaon ug flies . (dili ni fair sa flies)
    ang mga baki mo kaon sa lamok. ( dili ni fair sa mga lamok)
    ang mga mice mo eat ug bugs (dili ni fair sa bugs)

    makita ra nato sa kinaiyahan nga wla gyuy tukma nga hustisya dinhi sa kalibutan
    typhoons, turnadoes, tsunamis, floods draughts are all unfair.
    are men and women equal? precisely they are not "it isn't fair" well who says there is such thing as fairness in this world. justice is just a concept and reality speaks clearly that there isn't such a perfect justice in the world. would that make one unhappy and unfulfilled just because he/she doesn't achieve justice? i don't think so. so do not punish yourself with unhappiness or negative emotions if you fail to see evidence of the justice that you so futilely demand.

    ang atong kultura nagsaad ug hustisya. ang mga politiko mo saad atol sa pangampanya "we need equality and justice for all" pero kada adlaw,kada tuig, kada dekada ang kakuwang sa hustisya nagpadayon. na sa ato pa ang ka walay hustisya sa kalibutan makanunayon. mao nga dawata nalang nga wla gyuy hustisya dinhi sa kalibutan. pero sa imong kaalam makapili ka unsaon pag pildi sa inhustisya ug naa kai gahum sa pagbalibad aron dili ka masakitan niini. you can decide not to be psychologically defeated by it.

    so kon imo i kompara imo kaugalingon sa uban then you are playing the "it's not fair game". ang pinaka simple lang nga kamatuoran nga kita managlahi ug kon ikaw nagtan-aw sa imong kaugalingon then you will bring about positive self-changes ug imong sab nga nssalikway ang oportunidad nga ikaw maglagot sa imong kahimtang nga dili susama sa uban.

    so get rid of the need to compare yourself with others and to use their status as a barometer of your own joy. it's not the injustice that counts, it's what you do about it.

    Monday, October 1, 2007


    October fest? wow its a holy rosary month, a whole month of prayer gathering. Nagsugod ko ug kat-on ug pray sa Rosary sa wla pako nag eskwela. Akong lola ang nagtudlo namo. Siya gyud ang mag lead sa family rosary sa una then pahimangnu-an jud mi nga naa gyud sa state of prayer basta magrosaryo na. Kaming iyang mga apo eager kaayo makahibalo. Mao nga maningkamot gyud mi nga makakat-on. Dili tinuora smooth permi among pangadye unsahay masayop mi ug lead ug mangatawa dayon,unsahay magduka ug unsahay sab tapulan mo luhod. maligas tinuora mi sa among pag pangadye, or ma distract pero para nako mao ni siya ang usa sa mga nakatabang aron peaceful, happy, lig-on ug whole among family. God has been blessing us and i believe that He is happy to see us gathered as one in front of our altar, united in prayers. And we find so much joy doing our family rosary every time we are together.i learned to love this very simple prayer in fact part na ni siya sa akong life kai mo remind ni nako sa mga panahon diin kaming tanang sakop sa banay nagkatigum ug nagkahi-usa which is seldom na gyud mahitabo in a year. i only have one weapon to bring everyday and that is my holy rosary. and if while am praying i get distracted i just have to include and offer to God the things that disturb me.

    Katong gi slash akong bag sa jeepney wla gyuy nadala ang kawatan kai sa iyang pagisi sa akong bag ang nigimaw akong rosary dili akong pitaka nga wlay kwarta ug dili sab akong cell phone nga karaan.

    Si Pope John Paul II ang pinaka numero uno nga mag pray sa rosary sa buhi pa sya ug maski tiguwang na kaayo to sya magluhod gyud to aron sa pag ampo sa iyang daily rosary. Ug according to writers on May 31, 1981 Pope John Paul II was shot and severely wounded in an assassination attempt by Mehmet Ali Agca. He attributed claims that he escaped death in the assassination attempt due to a miracle worked by the Blessed Virgin Mary.